It’s so hard to love a parent who has provided for you all of your life and done his best to give his kids what they want, but still be a horrible person who screams and verbally abuses his wife and even his kids. 

My mother is no better…maybe a little better. She doesn’t always verbally abuse us. I have been scared of my parents to the point I thought they would hurt me badly or take it out on somebody else. 

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And sometimes it hits me out of nowhere. All of a sudden this overwhelming sadness rushes over me. And I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless, sad and hurt. And once again, I feel numb to the world.
― Anonymous. (via debtransparentskin)
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